In a real world

For you.... in this upside down world.




It might be so exhausting
Thinking the same over and over
Without option for the words
Without avoid the repeating thoughts.

I became weak
Dependent to your hand
Because is hard
It can bring me down to easily.

The fear never before thought
Was able to be seen this time
Transforming, changing
Shooting the blind disease.

But I did have to
I just needed it a hand
The unique hand
The one that never goes from my mind
Sacred soul I have
Afraid of what I first touched
And I did not like it at all

Explain me why?
I feel desperate, forgotten
The clouds took a huge space in it
In this waking up

Why?
Why do I need you so much?
I need to shut up words
Control my thoughts as I was used to
I have forgotten who I was
Mister would I ever understand?
How can I get the difference now?
To many questions I have
And with such a short time

I know the end but not the why
Now I’m shy

Hold me
Take care of me
I need you here with me.

Lauris7 Osorio Duque